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## 94:19
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> Your Comforts Delight My Soul
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>> In the multitude of my thoughts within me, your comforts delight my soul.
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Occasion: Inner turmoil
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There is a storm in my heart, Lord.
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I am calm on the outside,
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but not inside.
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Old hurt, new anger,
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shame, want,
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all of it jostling against each other.
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I do not know which feeling to trust.
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I cannot tell what needs my attention
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and what will pass if I wait.
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Even when I try to be still,
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the argument inside me keeps raging.
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Sort what I cannot sort.
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Name what is true in me,
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and what is only noise.
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Help me face what is mine to face
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without letting every thought take hold of me.
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If I act out this churn,
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I will wound with my mouth,
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or go cold, or hide.
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Pain so readily looks for someone else to wound.
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Still me while I am restless.
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Give me a quiet center in Your care.
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Not a hard shell, not numbness.
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Not the pretense that none of this matters.
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A place where I can stand and not be swept away,
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where I can breathe before I speak
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and wait before I turn.
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In my chest,
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be my peace.
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Beyond the noise,
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be my peace.
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Over everything,
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be my peace.
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Amen. |